DAY 49 -- HIGH CARB/LOW FAT RAW ORGANIC VEGAN 80/10/10 CRON-O-METER

Those who think that this healthy lifestyle is all about raw food and nothing but raw food are fooling themselves.  High carb raw food is the fuel for the brain, body, emotions to run clean on.  The real "food" that we are fed is the latent screaming voices of our inner thinking processes.  Those are what guides us through life. Those are the demons or angels that we obey. These surface when we choose a path of getting out of our self-imposed prisons, which is what we desire to do.  No one truly LOVES living in hell or living in isolation.  The world is filled with isolated prisoners.  To kill the pain of such a life everyone turns to their favorite distracts and drugs of choice and convenience.  Phood being the drug of convenience.  Are we really alive then?  I say no! 

Most of what I do with my mentoring students is NOT geared around raw food.  Most of what I do is guidance through their own land minDs.  It is a sometimes delicate, sometimes not so delicate process.  I am going through the same process that I'm putting them through.  Everyone WANTS change.  Most do not even fathom what it takes.  It takes desire.  It takes commitment.  It takes consistency.  It takes dogged determination.  It takes focus.  It takes a really big heart and desire to GIVE rather than TAKE from society. 

I have studied more than one lifetime in preparation for mentoring others to health, healing and wholeness.  It is impossible to travel this road of healing without providing your body, brain and emotions with high-quality food in sufficient quantities with a high carb, low fat raw organic vegan eating program.  Don't fool yourself if your thoughts come up with the canned reasoning "but everyone is different".  Yes, everyone has personal preferences.  Yes, everyone does things his/her way within a specific parameter.  No arguing this point. BUT everyone who is a human is also a frugavore and needs sufficient quantity of quality fruit and vegies in their day. EVERYONE.  To argue this point is simply futile on your point and a waste of precious time on mine.  If you don't agree you aren't ready for what I teach and I accept that. 

You also must deal with your personal stumbling blocks that are generated within your own mind.  "As within, so without".  I've studied 35 years in all facets of the nature of personal reality and spiritual truth.  I've gone to hell and back several times.  It all boils down to realizing what I'm thinking and if it isn't in alignment with gentleness and kindness to myself and others it is to be gently looked at, laughed at and disposed of.  This is not a PASSIVE, nor a "sugar coating smiley-faced happy-happy positive thinking" perspective.  Sometimes this can be getting into the mental muck and rolling in it and throwing a shit fit until the cows come home the next day.  You cannot do this without faith that there is a Higher Power that has your hand and is gently and lovingly holding you.  Without this step you are fooling yourself to think you are truly happy in the world.  How can you be when you are programmed for superficial happiness at the cost of your soul? 

The last part that I teach is getting connected to that inner self that is part of the True Self within which is pure Love.  It is connected to everyone at all times.  It is the silent voice within, the gentle voice, the voice without sound.  To be truly alive we need that connection and we need the trust in that connection no matter what. 

This blog is a bit deep.  I do not apologize at all.  I simply wish to state the obvious.  It isn't just about the food. 

Yesterday I did great on my food and kept strong on my healthy eating program.  I had watermelon, 60 ozs of water, 5 cups of V6 green juice, 5 cups of Banana-Citrus smoothie, 10 dates, 2 bananas and 2 servings of Fettuccine-Alfredo with letuce, asparagus, tomatoes and clover sprouts. My Cron-o-Meter stats: 3137 calories (wow!) 85.7% carbs/7.9% fat/6.4% protein.  Water: 7720.2grms, Fiber: 101.0grms, Sodium: 688.3mgs. 

I am sleeping fantastic and getting things consistently and incrementally handled in my daily life.  Thank you for reading my blog.  Supportive comments are welcomed.